bel =)

Sunday, March 29, 2009

& i thank God for u guys.. :)
Life's one tough road!

& sometimes, changes aren't beneficial at all..

Dear Lord, please help me to discern right from wrong.
true from false.
Is it because i'm relying on my own strength and not yours?
Is that why i'm feeling so tired?
i'm supposed to be enjoying myself but why don't i feel like it.
i just want to throw my busy life out of the window and sing praises to your Name Lord.
heart-wrenching. headache. worries. frustrations.

gosh.. i just want a simple life;
living in your sanctuary..

The only place where i'll feel peaceful, comfortable and at ease is in your presence Lord..
Can everyday be Sundayssss?

i tell myself not to be despaired as You are watching over me.
&i tell myself to lean not on my own strength but Yours.
cos You are my shelter, my shield, my refuge and my help in times of trouble.

"only when one becomes a child, will one truly experience and understand kingdom greatness."

to know and follow hard after you..
i'm feeling tired of doing things i don't like..
i'm breaking down..
& i feel so vulnerable right now..

i tell myself not to think of you but is it really working?

Friday, March 20, 2009

it was just the beginning and now it has ended.. such irony.
13th March '09
@NYJC

Econs tutorial oops! Mr Nathan!! haha

Back @ PL for harppp =)

24th March '09

Back @ PL again

eQlicVI outing <333


19March '09

Project Management workshop =D






Camwhore madness with half of 0929. lols

have u ever thought of me before?

Monday, March 16, 2009

A tiring but meaningful weekend spent at TMC...

Youth Retreat (14March'09)
(love the sanctuary night part, really makes me think and listen to God.
Experiencing the quietness and the calmness in the dark sanctuary with other youths, away from my busy and never-ending-responsibilites life.
This retreat really came at the right time for me, and i'm so glad i attended it.)
TOY CLUB =p
(a bunch of the older youths, trying to act young.. hmmm, actually we're all young except for 2 of them who are young at heart. hahaha ;p)
hahaha! blossy put the obscene one, i'm more innocent =D
thus, the less obscene one. HAHA!
Anyway, i had fun with you guys! leading worship for CM was great!
i really enjoy the time spent with you guys..
and i feel so relaxed in God's presence :D
i SOOO thank God for you churchiessss.. :)
and Grace, HAIYO!! you too attention seeking already, that's why luh. lols!
pst. next time don't spit out your drink k! haha (what drink were u drinking on the way to church ah? i forgot.. lols!)

Sunday, March 08, 2009

Life's tough, but everything will be made easy with God's help =D


its enough to wake a whole block of flats by just allowing two teenage girls, who have gone to different schools, to meet up coincidentally along the road.
haha.

Cam-whoring after the cancelled NY sports carnival =)

must

it really
end this way..?
i know i said sth really wrong today. gosh. and i didn't mean it :(
i wish i could turn back time..