ISOBEL'S BIRTHDAY!! (14 jULY)

pics finally uP!e Qlic VI taken in KFC!!xD

BIRTHDAY GIRL!yum yum..birthday cake
blurred picture taken by shu wen at bowling alley. hahasxD

our bowling lane, 16!!
blossom!! we still remember you though you are not with us!

bishan's arcade.

shuwen's newly bought yellow socks and our shoes!

bowling alley at marine parade!!

emily's fried rice at food court.

her second empty plate!!

THANKS WAN LIN!!!! for Tuesday xD

ook... let's see what happen this week...
hmmm.
oh ya! i think this week very shiok!! hahasxD monday and thursday went to watch movies! (Fantastic 4 and Harry Potter!! )
ps. fantastic 4 is nice!! but Harry Potter hmmm... a little boring but some parts got a shock cos the 'scary creature' suddenly appeared out of nowhere one. =D AND i broke my record of not buying any food (e.g. popcorn or drinks) to munch in the cinema for both days!! i'm so proud of myself!! lols!
i'm so glad that another tiring week has passed but many more tiring weeks to come.. haiz
test week up next in line. and guess what, i haven't touched anything yet. hahasxD
OHOHOH!! YESTERDAY, MISS LIANG INFORMED ME THAT U KNOW WHAT?????!!!!!!!!!! XUE LIN AND MY TOY MODEL IS IN THE TOP 10!!!!!!!!!! out of like dunno how many toys in Singapore (including 46 toys from nanyang)!!!!!!! yeah yeah!! PRAISE THE LORD!!! FOR HIS LOVE ENDURES FOREVER!! YEAH!! YEAH!! i was like shocked!! totally stunned by the news!! HAHAHAs!!
k, have to eat dinner alr. stomach growling.. hahas
today is saturday, and tomorrow is sunday!! hahasxD

3A2 CLASS PHOToS!!XD

can u spot me? lols
sad sad sad... still cannot upload iso's birthday party pics!! hiaz.. guess will have to wait till my father comes back to solve the problem hahasxD

anyways, here are some pics taken during Racial Harmony Day (mon)!!

Elizabeth, ME!, Krystal, Shu Wen, Blossy!!xD
Elizabeth, Me!, Shu wen!!
Shu wen and i!!:D

this photo was like taken in the geo classroom, we wore these hairbands for our presentation! hahasxD

sadly, i can't seem to upload the pictures we took on isobel's birthday..:(
will try again another day k?? =D

just looking at your smile, warmths my heart. :)

oh yeah!!!!!!!! all the important things are finally over... YES! AND I THANK GOD FOR BRINGING ME THROUGH THIS DIFFICULT TIME!!!!!

For the toy competition, judges are interested in our toy product!! hooray!! finally our hard work has paid off!!
and....
the harp interview today is finally over!! :D i guess is not as scary as i think but the number of people facing me during the interview is a little bit too much i guess.. quite stressing to have like 6 or 7 pairs of eyes looking at you..
but i'm so glad its over!! xD

however, at this point of time, i'm feeling kinda sad cos you left so fast

as promised, my vacation in Guangzhou, Shenzhen and HK pics are up!! yeah

the brightly lighted up streets of Guangzhou near my hotel.
my mother and i in the hotel! i just love the hotel man!!
visited the memorial hall in Guangzhou.
lazy to rotate the pic. hahasxD but these are just the tickets for the memorial hall and temple which we visited in Guangzhou.

bathtub in shenzhen hotel!! so nice!!xD

Shenzhen didn't really go out of hotel cos 1 day only! and i am so in love with the toilet of the hotel!! its super big and nice!!!xD

Hong Kong Disneyland!! yeah!! hahas

The Golden Mickeys!! --> one of the shows in Disneyland. (shhh tou pai de)haha

the night is dark and eerie...ooooooo hahasxD fireworks up next got it in a video but this is just a pic hahas.

yeah! Blossom's surprise birthday party!! (pss. she was doing her emath hw when we were going down the stairs!! lols)

the BIRTHDAY GIRL!!!!XD

yeah yeah so exciting!! going down the stairs alr! in the room we kept on giggling! lucky blossom could not hear us!!xD

shu wen is the best man!! asked her to bring 8 cups, but... look at the above pic, she counted 4 cups as 8.... how super can she get?! lols! emily insisted that we take photo of the number of cups! lolsxD oh and plus she brought those bubble tea kinda big big straw for us...which is like... no words to say!

isobel 'destroyed' the beautiful cake which wan lin, emily and i chose with her supposedly wonderful cutting skills. haha. just joking!

we are finally eating the yum yum cake!!

e Qlic VI!!

i am feeling FRUSTRATED, ANGRY, CONFUSED, EXHAUSTED AND TIRED all at the same time because of some reasons!!!!!!!!!

i just feel like GIVING UP TOTALLY!!!!!

GIVE UP RIGHT AT THAT MOMENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i can't take it anymore!!!!

nonononononononononono!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i just wish i could FORGET about everything that is going through my mind!

EVERYTHING EVERYTHING EVERYTHING!!!

why can't life be always happy and carefree?!!

why must there be ups and downs in our lives???????

WHY WHY WHY????!

I JUST WANT TO GIVE UP !!!!!!

GIVE UP AND DON'T CARE ABOUT ANYTHING AT ALL!

now i'm wearing a mask and i'm trying hard to breathe.

i know that i shouldn't do it and that all i can do now is to pray to God and ask Him for help.

i know i shouldn't give up that easily as i hope that there will be this clique of friends and

also family supporting me, encouraging me, always being beside me and showing concern for me!

and of course, never did God gave up on his children so why do i have the right to give up?

i shall just leave all my burdens unto the Lord and try to think of the positive side of all things.

I WILL TRY, WITH GOD'S, FRIEND'S,

FAMILY'S HELP! YES I CAN!!

i hope so....

If God brings you to it,

He'll bring you through it.

Happy moments, praise God.

Difficult moments, Seek God.

Quiet moments, Worship God.

Painful moments, Trust God.

Every moment, Thank God!! xD

thanks isobel, for the meaningful sms!!xD especially during this stressing period.. coping with the toy competition and school at the same time...

WHY?

WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME?!

ARE YOU FEELING THE SAME WAY AS I DO?

OR MAYBE..

JUST MAYBE..

you don't even care about me...