i am feeling FRUSTRATED, ANGRY, CONFUSED, EXHAUSTED AND TIRED all at the same time because of some reasons!!!!!!!!!

i just feel like GIVING UP TOTALLY!!!!!

GIVE UP RIGHT AT THAT MOMENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i can't take it anymore!!!!

nonononononononononono!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i just wish i could FORGET about everything that is going through my mind!

EVERYTHING EVERYTHING EVERYTHING!!!

why can't life be always happy and carefree?!!

why must there be ups and downs in our lives???????

WHY WHY WHY????!

I JUST WANT TO GIVE UP !!!!!!

GIVE UP AND DON'T CARE ABOUT ANYTHING AT ALL!

now i'm wearing a mask and i'm trying hard to breathe.

i know that i shouldn't do it and that all i can do now is to pray to God and ask Him for help.

i know i shouldn't give up that easily as i hope that there will be this clique of friends and

also family supporting me, encouraging me, always being beside me and showing concern for me!

and of course, never did God gave up on his children so why do i have the right to give up?

i shall just leave all my burdens unto the Lord and try to think of the positive side of all things.

I WILL TRY, WITH GOD'S, FRIEND'S,

FAMILY'S HELP! YES I CAN!!

i hope so....